Money doesn't solve relationships and some things are more important than money. Having a loving family, friends, and travel all come to mind. Early retirement is a chance to start anew, and congratulations of that achievement. But I would also question if it "cost" you too much along the way. In any case, what's done is done, so I agree with others that you need to look forward, build new, strong relationships, and figure out what's next. Good luck!